I think uptil now we all know much know about exotics at least the good part. But i would like to tell somewhat bad part of mine. This is somewhat an inspired blog from NRE because he explored that perspective of our nature though a partial blog it was.:D
I was not very much aware of this world till 12th because i was in my parents comfortable and soothing shelter. I always miss that. Anyway, coming from that kind of environment to college was never good and therefore i will not discuss about my first semester. However it contains many bad memories and now at this point of time where we all about to leave the college i will admit that i always regret the mistakes made at that time though they were not intentional.
keeping those things apart, i really love my second semester because i enjoyed a lot in that semester. I still remember those days when i first played Counter Strike,cricket for hours.
In that semester i realized the volatility of my nature. I am never stable as far as my emotions are concerned. Thus i always make things complicated for myself.( Though i would not share any instance here because they obviously relate other personalities.)
I may get annoyed of very pleasant looking discussion and may not utter a word of a very hot discussion.
I trust persons very easily to which i always paid a heavy price. I expect too much from people and when they fail on that i cann't just ascuse them.
I am very possessive also for every thing that i have (excluding non-living things:d). I cannot tolerate people who over exaggerate things and even those who tolerate them. because according to me any fake thing is like a fraud and thus i really like bapu for his clear and true thoughts. And as krish said, and even i realised that i become so friendly (you can call overfriendly) at times. Well i promise that i ll stop doing that.
I get somemuch into answering my enemies that i tend to forget everything else. and that time i even can not differentiate between a friend and an enemy. and that is the situation where i cannot say that my behviour is of person who is egoistic or who is just cautious of his self esteem.
At times i am jealous to abhilash. I know this is really bad but yes this is the truth. However, this is to all those guys who have there family established.God! why can't i have a Girl Friend.
well i have many more bad traits but this too much for now.
its really take's some courage to write these thing openly .........but since i had already said that he is the person clearest of all......and after all.... knowing yourself is the biggest advantage to your life so again he deserves an HATS OFF PRODUCTION !!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteUtkarsh have said it very correctly that it requires some courage to admit all of this..... so congrats for that .... so now you can proudly talk about your courage in the same way you talk about you being feeble at heart....... and thanks for all the good things you said about me in this and the previous blog of your........ though they were quite obvious and known to all :) but never mind thanks again.....
ReplyDeletesee...aisa saa saa hai ki ..all the courage stuff has already been blabbered about...so no repeat telecast...
ReplyDeleteBut where did this over friendly shit came from..are you in your senses??.. don't even dare to change..!!!
birthday aa raha hai...don't cut me loose!!!
but it cut me loose ..
ReplyDeleteu know all what i m going to do